So I guess I can’t sleep. This is strange for me, mostly because it rarely takes me les than 10 minutes to fall asleep. On a bad night I will toss and turn for a good 15 minutes and I am out. The stranger thing is I don’t want to sleep. I thought about just getting up and cleaning my house but the thought of turning on the light gave me a headache.
I have recently discovered a real hatred to messes, dirt, and clutter. This may seem odd to anyone who has been in my room or house, hell even my car, but it streses me out tremendously. To the point that I get anxious and take my anxiety out on others. This wouldn’t be such a problem if I was OCD about it and my life was meticulous but it’s not. My house is constantly messy, dirty dishes, dirty laundry, etc. So why does the mess stress me out? If I’m too lazy to solve it? God only knows or, perhaps a psychiatrist of some sort?
